can’t breathe. OMG
27 more days and I’ll be on my way to Ohio.
I feel fucking disgusting.
My body is so flabby and gross and I just can’t even stand it anymore. I try to be confident, but it’s just getting harder and harder. I can never feel attractive and confident around anyone anymore, least of all Travis. I hate it.
I’m so tired and I’m in such an awful mood.
I hate this. I really do. I still don’t even know what’s going on I just still have that sinking feeling. I still feel like everything I get told is a lie. I still feel alone. I still feel just so, I don’t even know. I can’t stand it. I want it to end. I’d be able to fix it if I knew why I’m feeling this way.
I really just feel going away and not coming home for a while.
Everything that’s been on my mind lately is just starting to envelope me.
Today was just really bad. I just wanna curl up and sleep. Ugh.









